Thursday, 24 May 2007

HOPEFULNESS OR HOPELESSNESS?

Did scanning again today but could not locate any sac. Came out from Doctor’s office near to tears, as if everything is hopeless. Dr remained positive and asked me to wait for another 2 weeks to confirm again but I am just in a very negative mood right now to even think of what is going to happen after 2 weeks.

Would this be a second time my own body shatter the hope that it created? Sepu asked me not to cry but how could I not? I have faced this situation once, and I am afraid that I would have to face the same hopelessness again, and again, and again…

How can i be strong?

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