Banyaknya yang berlaku tahun ini... 2009!

It has been a while, i know... Since i have unintentionally sent the link via office mail, i closed the blog from public eyes... i am opening it again today...

Bercerita tentang pengalaman hidup sepanjang 2009... adalah lebih mudah untuk mengungkit kisah2 yang baru sahaja berlaku, lantas meleret kepada cerita2 lama yang mungkin sudah tersimpan jauh di lubuk ingatan...

Apa yang baru berlaku ya?

Happened sometimes in November, after 4 years of waiting, I have got the chance, not yet the post itself, but an interview for a position in KL... Alhamdulillah... the journey starts on that dot i believe...and today, refering to my previous post... i had been given the chance to apply in the MOR... should have been a great news, but as this same issue was the cause of my 4 weeks depression, thus far, i still have no idea of how to react...

Semalam, i brought Irdina to Klinik Harmoni to get her Pneumococcus vaccine... Had to pay from own pocket though... cost me RM280, but worth it if this could prevent her from getting those diseases caused by invasive pneumococcal infections which include pneumonia, meningitis and febrile bacteremia; or the common non-invasive manifestations like otitis media, sinusitis and bronchitis. I am just doing what is right at this point in time (call it trying if you want), and hoping that all goes well... hoping that she stays healthy through old age.

Also happened yesterday... i finished a paper in less than half a day for last minute submission... and for walk in next Tuesday committee sitting. Both CAC and I will be on leave and out of Miri on the day... we'll have to present through teleconference then... hoping for the best. I just hope for the paper to be approved...

These 2 weeks, i had been very busy with work... year end closing of accounts (by our cost planner & team of course), meaning lots of extra sidekicks to do apart from my own tasks.

I have left this entry for too long that i have forgotten of what to write in it... let me just outline what was in my mind while writing this nearly a month ago:

1. Aedun got engaged. (shouldn't have been no. 1 bcos this happened in May).
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4.

Ohhh my goodness... since when did i lost my long term memory drives? I have been recognised as someone with a vast long term memory storage, and look what happened now... arghhh... misplaced maybe... will update again as soon as these memory come to the surface of my mind again.

Chance

I have been given the chance to apply the MOR... hoping for the best... but after what i have been through these past few months, what i have discovered... i am ready for anything...

Baiknya anak mama...

Nina,

Ingat tak malam tadi mama kupas 3 biji buah mempelam untuk kita dua beranak makan? Sementara Irdina habiskan bahagian Irdina, mama pula masuk ke dalam bilik bermain komputer.

Tiba-tiba Irdina menyapa mama, "mama, mama pun"... mama tak perasan apa yang nina nak masa tu, lalu mama pun jawab, "kenapa?"... nina ulang semula, "nah, mama pun"... Irdina tunjukkan pada mama sehiris buah mempelam... Mama pun cakap, "makanlah"... Irdina masih juga kata, "mama pun"...

Tetiba, hirisan mempelam tu jatuh, "o-oh, gogok dahnya"...

Mama jawab, "aok gogok, mama buang k" lantas mama buang mempelam yang jatuh ke dalam tong sampah. Mama perasan ditangan kanan Irdina ada sehiris lagi buah mempelam, yang sedang Irdina makan...jadi, mama suruh Irdina cepat habiskan.

Kejadian tu terus mama lupakan sampailah pagi tadi sejurus selepas bangun tidur, mama tersingkap semula... dan barulah mama sedari yang sebenarnya Irdina nak berkongsi 2 hirisan mempelam yang terakhir dengan mama. Satu utk Nina, satu pulak untuk mama... tapi mama langsung tak perasan... kesiannya anak mama...

Pagi ini, masa Irdina bangun, mama peluk Irdina... dan Mama ucapkan terima kasih pada Irdina kerana ingat pada mama... terima kasih sayang... semoga Irdina membesar menjadi anak yang baik dan bertimbang rasa.

Lagu...

Burung Kakak Tua

wong ekak uwa,
gigap di jejela,
nenek udah uwa,
tigi igal uwa...
acum acum acum alala,
acum acum acum alala,
acum acum acum alala,
uwong ekak uwa...

Nenek-Nenek Si Bongkok Tiga

nyenyek nyenyek kokok giga,
yayang atuk yayang gaga,
cayi cucu diyana dada,
nyenyek kawin ngenyanyak gaja...

cucu cucu tapak kayi,
nyenyek wua manyak aki,
keayang nyenyek cayi tati,
apa papat iyang jadi...

25 Rasul

Sedang dalam proses pembelajaran!

Tired...

I am so tired... of all these efforts... Need to maintain my work life balance.

It's 12.08pm... i should have gone to the BS house to visit Irdina, and here I am, so much absorbed in my work. I stopped for a while to write in here, expecting relief, but feeling none...

Will be having meeting with The Manager this afternoon about my transfer window... if there is a window. Or, i might just create a hole in the wall and jump to the other side of the fence the soonest possible. But, can i sustain, with meager savings adding to the stress? grrrr... Ok, i am jumping the gun too early now... wait for the result of this afternoon meeting then... Hoping for the best and be prepared for the worst... I dont want to be feeling the same as what i have endured before the interview.

As of now... wait and see! Till then...