Showing posts with label Pain.... Show all posts
Showing posts with label Pain.... Show all posts

Monday, 12 January 2009

Palestine... U'd find peace ONE DAY...

My heart breaks looking at these photos... especially the first =(

Actually, i dont really take note whether these are palestinian children or they are israelis children... the fact that these are children, not the armies was the reason for this pain in the chest...






I got this from here:
The "Israeli Defense Forces (IDF)" on Sunday released the pictures of some of Hamas’ most wanted “terrorists” it said it has killed since the start of the Israeli onslaught in the Gaza Strip more two weeks ago.

An Israeli spokesman told foreign reporters in Jerusalem that the world community, especially Americans and Europeans, shouldn’t be deceived by the ostensibly young age of the killed terrorists.

“They may look young to you and me. But these people are terrorists at heart. Don’t look at their deceptively innocent faces, try to think of the demons inside each of them.”

The spokesman, Nachman Abramovic, said he was “absolutely certain” that these people would grow to be “evil terrorists if we allowed them to grow.”

“If you were in our shoes, would you allow them to grow to kill your children or finish them off right now”?

Asked if he was worried about possible criticisms from the international community, Abramovic said he was not worried a bit because “We are only defending ourselves.”

“Would you apologize for defending yourself if another person attacked you without any provocation,” the Israeli spokesman asked an American reporter.

Impressed by the answer, the American reporter said “You are right, Sir, absolutely.”

The IDF spokesman added that Israel didn’t really target civilians in Gaza and that the world should fall into trap of Hamas's propaganda.

“I challenge serious news media to prove that we have killed a single innocent civilian in Gaza .

“Don’t tell me Aljazeera said this or CNN said that. You know all these people are anti-Semites and can’t be relied upon to tell the truth.”

He added that in any case, honest and moral people ought to differentiate between “true human beings” and “human animals.”

“We do kill human animals, and we do so unapologetically. Besides who in the West is in a position to lecture us on killing human animals. After all, whose hands are cleaned?”

Another Israeli spokesman, Tzipora Menache, said she was not immensely worried about negative ramifications that Operation Cast Lead might have on the way the Obama administration would view Israel .

“You know very well, and the stupid Americans know equally well, that we control their government, irrespective of who sits in the White House.”

“You see, I know it and you know it that no American president can be in a position to challenge us even if we do the unthinkable.”

Asked if she was not worried that her remarks would cause a public relations disaster, Menache said “what can they do to us. We control congress, we control the media, we control show biz, we control everything in America.

“In America you can criticize G-d, but you can’t criticize Israel .”

Now, after this imaginary but very realistic introduction, we shall view the pictures of these “evil terrorists.”


You may say what you want, do what you want, based on who you are... You'd definitely say something contradicting each other (as if nobody would have guessed)... but please leave your children out of this hatred? Please...

My exrumet wrote something on Palestine too... click here...

This one is good too...

and this... Saniboey webpage...

Thursday, 14 February 2008

MUDDLE THROUGH MY PAIN

I’m in pain. I don’t want to describe here as I could not even describe the pain to the radiologist when he did the abdominal ultrasound. But Dr. James (the GI specialist) described how I feel the best. He knows the symptoms better. I will have to stop all traditional medication (luckily I did not agree to try “the real all” though) except for the Pati Ikan Haruan. The manjakani juice hurt my stomach so much that it feels like all organs inside me are in the midst of shrinking. I have another appointment with the GI specialist this Saturday. Hopefully, I’d be wholly healthy on the day. The Dr. reminded me that I will have to be in much2 less pain on Saturday for him to leave my stomach alone… My appendix looks fine but he is aiming to cut that first should my pain remains.

Babah takes great care of me. I could see from his eyes the misery whenever he sees me crying, when he discovers me panting when my stomach hurts. He had always been the one with softer heart, someone with eyes that could not hide anything, especially love. He had taken care of me when I was hospitalized for 1 week when I was in Primary 5. He watched me when I was sick my whole life. He slept next to a child me when I have nightmares. I’ve had a chance to take care of him when he was hospitalized after the heart attack… but I know that’s not enough for what he has done for me, plus again, this one.

I could see that mama loves Irdina so much that she could not stay working without thinking of going home… something typical. She wanted me to be healthy and back in shape so bad that she persuaded me to consume this and that, which not everything I am willing to take. I just don’t care about the silhouette yet. I just want to be healthy. Help me be, please! She keeps reminding me to drink a lot of plain water which I am wholeheartedly willing to follow, and she has stopped to suggest anymore alternative medicines now that my stomach does not allow anything but simple porridge and fruit juices (in confinement, what a luxury, ekeke).

My brother and sister are great help. They helped me through my days and nights. I could see that they are also tired, but they helped me muddle through this painful week.

Today… I am feeling a lot better than last week. Sepu was frustrated that he could not be here with me when I am in pain. He massaged me every night when he was here the whole of last week. I was really in bad shape, but luckily he was here during that period. Thank you sayang…

I am a lot lighter now, but not yet achieving my pre-marital weight though. Like what I said prior on… at this time, being healthy is my priority.