My anniversary today...

Today, 26/11/2007 – Our 2nd Anniversary… an achievement… Alhamdulillah.

On our wedding day...


Raya, 13/11/2007


Last night, I could not sleep much. Sepu was still on the road at 1.30 am… He started his journey to Jengka at around 6.30, and came back to KL at 10 something. I called him more than 3 times, to ask for their destination. They arrived at Bukit Jalil at about 2 am. Sepu did not call me, he insisted that he sent me an sms, but I could not find anything from him. But at least I know that he’s at home, and getting ready to sleep…

This morning, I woke up quite late… called Sepu to wake him up, but, as usual, he’ll go back to sleep until he’s ready… just like babies… couldn’t imagine how my baby would be like. Will the baby be as sound a sleeper as the father, or as light as the mother? Ermmm… we’ll see. Hopefully, she’ll be like the father when she’s still the baby, but easier to wake her up once she’s grown up… She has lots of deep sleeper (plus not easy to wake up) DNA in her, the grandmother (my mother) the auntie (ibu dedek) and the uncle (ami aedun)… My father falls asleep easily, but it’s not hard to wake him up though…

What else happened today? The first time baby kicked my rib, and it was painful. But she kicked just once. Good baby!

About the baby’s name? If it’s a girl as predicted, it would be… surprise!

Exhausted...

Feel really exhausted today. I have been working on these pump packages for 4 weeks straight… working on weekends till late afternoon… 7pm? 8pm? 9pm? Just pick the time, and I can ask the AP office to show you my card swipe record. Can’t wait for the 60 days paid leave? Ermmm… I hope that I will not be thinking about work during that period.

I have never taken sick leave, applied leave only twice this year, the first one being 1 day in September, just to spend longer weekend with Sepu in KL, and the 2nd being the 8 days raya leave. Thought of applying leave on Monday 24th December, as Sepu will be in Miri for the whole week… yesss!!! I’m still in the counting weeks mode, and will soon transform into the counting days mode starting 28th December… goshhh… how time flies…

I’m missing Sepu everyday… every hour, especially lately… maybe it’s the hormone, or maybe, really, I’ve been through life as fortnightly wife for too long, and it’s the way my system tells me it’s time to stop living this way. I thought of applying for jobs in KL, but most people advised me to wait for the conversion, and then ask for transfer… ermmm… it will not be for another 5 months…

Zakiah is moving back to Bintulu, by end of next week. Lucky her… we’ve only been talking about living near to family like a week before she broadcasted the news that she’s moving out…