No Mood

I have no mood to do anything today...

Am now listening to:

I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT...Rod Stewart

I can tell by your eyes that you've prob'bly been cryin' forever,
and the stars in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?

If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart;
blue for the tears, black for the night's fears.
The star in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
if I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke this ol' heart.

If I stay here just a little bit longer,
if I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
My heart, whoa, heart.

Updates...

I am alone now, as Shukri is going to KL at 4.15pm whilst Kamarul is still in Kuching. I’ve not entered anything on this blog since my birthday last month.

I have no idea of what to write at the moment but the urge to write something in here is too great to be ignored.

Irdina is 5 months and 14 days old today. She’s getting smarter and mobile… She still does not like to turn and be on her stomach… she’ll stretch he feet as far as possible to keep from turning over. Her sleep, still as erratic as ever… nothing much has changed, except for she’s getting bigger and ‘hungrier’… Started to take small portion of semi solid food a week ago, but looks like she prefers mom’s milk more than anything else…

I still have not got the time to upload all the photos from my handphone and camera… will do so soon, because Sepu is coming this Saturday.

About work, so much going on right now, we are nearing delivery period, so, nearly all engineers are occupied with work at the yard. I have yet to get a chance to go, not till the arrival of my packages… Donno whether I could bring Irdina along during those visits but will think about that on a case-to-case basis… I might have to leave her in Kuching should condition permits.

Sepu is doing well with his project. Am not sure whether he has submitted his change of course letter… am not that feisty about his master program, but I’ll support him in whatever he is doing or plan to do… like what he’s continually said to me… “it’s for our future”… so, GO SAYANG GO!!! I thought of going there… but wait till I’ve signed my regular employment Contract… will talk to Toby once everything abt the conversion has been settled.

I can feel Irdina right now, even though she is at her babysitter’s house… Can smell her… ermmm… that’s the cue that I will need to go home now… NOW that is… chiowww…